About a year and a half ago now i started having to deal with this medical condition on a daily basis (my ladyparts are all messed up) from Aug 2010 to Mar 2011. It was like hell on earth, i was in and out of the Dr’s office every 2 weeks literally and i went to see specialists, had blood work done countless times and a few ultrasounds. The worst part was that i was in pain like everyday.

Things were great up until about Feb/March of this year, then it all started happening again…I started seeing my Dr again regularly a month and a half ago to try and put a stop to this sooner rather than later and maybe change the types of prescriptions I’m on, i thought maybe they had stopped working properly. And i got new prescriptions, and they worked for a little while, but man… the past two weeks have just been like hell. For 2-3 days ill be 100% fine as if nothing was ever wrong in the first place, then days like today will come along when i can barely get out of bed because the abdominal pain is crippling. 

Its just exhausting, I hate that i have to deal with this bullshit, it frustrates me so much and the fact that my Dr/specialists have barely no idea what is going or whats causing it is so unnerving. And like…im really trying to get back on the ole’ dating horse so to speak and put myself out there a little more, but how do you tell a guy you want to be with that you might not be able to sleep with them for X amount of days/weeks/months if this doesn’t go away. 

I usually don’t go on about this kind of stuff on the internet, but its really getting the better of me today, and i don’t know what to do anymore. 

fuck.